Madcap

To gnaw at the earth till losing breath
Dipped in velocity of time
So close to despendency I chew the bricks
Agat barks no longer
Cold blade rips the bowels open.

All of a sudden there is only darkness outside
It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light
All of a sudden there is only darkness outside
It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light
I pace on toes up and down the abandoned rooms
Wrenching last memories away from the walls.

I tear to pieces all of your clothes
Abominable rags
I throw them through the window
I throw them all
Not to watch, not to smell them
Anymore
I set the fire to the photographs
Observe the way they burn
The faces get disfigured, hands become distorted.

All of a sudden there is only darkness outside
It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light
All of a sudden there is only darkness outside
It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light
I pace on toes up and down the abandoned rooms
Wrenching last memories away from the walls.

Even if the tablecloth became red
The fierce and cruel words will not change anything
I can feel that my knees bend
On steps of the staircase to...
Nowhere
Nowhere
Nowhere
Nowhere.

The spout soon gets clogged with the sharp
Prickles of my hair
My hands still remain dirty
Cannot wash them clean
Water calms down, tranquility surrounds me
I am at last ready to say good-bye...
All my veins are open it for you
I'll give out every single drop of my blood!

Even the tablecloth became red
The fierce and cruel words will not change anything.