Make Up Your Mind; Catch Me I'm Falling

Walk with me
Walk with me
Ok walking
Go all the way the down
Down a long flight of stairs
Stairs?
Go step by step into the darkness down there
Should we turn on a light? You know, with stairs.

Walk with me, down a hall
A hall with blue light
At the end of there's a door
It's a door that you've never laid eyes on
Open the door
Open the door

Can you hear me Diana?
Yes
Are you nervous?
No
Good. Now.

Make up your mind to explore yourself
Make up your mind you have stories to tell
We'll search in your past
For what sorrows may last
Then make up your mind to be well.

Di, you come home form these sessions in tears
Is this helping? Di? Di?
We were both undergrads, architecture
The baby wasn't planned, neither was the marriage
I had always expected to be too busy but when the baby
came it all seemed to make sense until, until
Until?
He's not here, he's not here
Love I know you know.

Make up your mind to live stronger now
Make up your mind let the truth be revealed
Admit what you've lost and live with the cost
At times it does hurt to be healed.

Catch me I'm falling
If you tell me the story you own it
Catch me I'm falling
If you don't, if you keep it hidden
Faster than anyone should
Catch me I'm falling
It owns you
Please hear me calling
What's your story Diana?
Catch me I'm falling for good.

Hey, I'm not supposed to be backstage, but for luck
Did you see my parents out there?
Are you ok?
I'm fine. My dad said they'd both be here
Then I'm sure they will be
Right
We had Natalie to and I know she knows
I couldn't hold her in the hospital
Where the hell are they?
I couldn't let myself hold her
That's the first time you've mentioned Natalie in weeks of therapy.

God. Damnit!
She's not there
She's not there
She's not there.

Make up your mind you want clarity
Take what you know and then make it make sense
Just admit what you fear
And soon it comes clear
The visions are just your defense
Catch me I'm falling
Nat?
Catch me I'm falling.

Are you gonna be ok?
Losing myself in the air
Catch me I'm Falling
Dude
Don't leave me crawling
Catch me and show me you care
Um thank you for coming. This is & Invention in C&
Let's try to understand what all this is doing to you, and your family.

Fuck
Your grief for your son, your distance from Natalie
I'm sorry, I just um, the thing is I'you know what the problem with classical is
it's so rigid
structured, you have to play the notes on the page
there's no room for improvisation.

Oh no
Catch me I'm falling
Falling
I'm falling.

Make up your mind to be free at last
Make up your mind to be truly alive
Embrace what's inside
And make up your mind to survive

Catch me I'm falling
Catch me I'm falling
Flying head first into fate
Catch me I'm falling
Please hear me calling
Catch me before it's too late
Catch me before it's too late
Catch me before it's too late
Catch me I'm falling
Catch me I'm falling
Catch me I'm falling.