Me And My Jealousy

I'm thinking about him holding you
There's nothing much that I can do
The seconds into minutes
The minutes into hours
The future is his and the past is ours.

They tell me I should just move on
It's easier said than done
The only thing left keeping me company just me and my jealousy.

Lying awake at night
You keep running through my mind
Jealous of the hand that you hold
The city in the winter never seemes so cold
Nothing left of me just me and my jealousy
Just me and my jealousy.

You said there really isn't much to say
But we'll be better off this way
So tell me is it better while you're lying in bed
I wonder if you ever think of me instead.

Then I got nothing left to prove
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
The only thing left keeping me company just me and my jealousy.

Lying awake at night
You keep running through my mind
Jealous of the hand that you hold
Chicago in the winter never seemed this cold
Nothing left of me
Just me and my jealousy.

I'm jealous of the pillow where you lay your head
The only thing you're lying with is my regret, my regret
And I'm jealous of the way he says your name
I should of held you tighter but I let you walk away.

I lie awake at night
You keep running through my mind...

Days turn into nights
I can't get you off my mind
Jealous of the hand that you hold
Chicago in the winter never seemed this cold
Nothing left of me
Just me and my jealousy, my jealousy, my jealousy
Me and my jealousy.