Metempsychosis

I've lost my way, with time controlling every move
Succumb to patterns i despise but now I've learned to love.

And the days blend over in this abyss I have become
Twisted and turning
Making the same mistakes but never dared to learn.

Seduced by the serpent who cries (and sings of death) in the night
Unnerving, distracting, My darkness reflecting.

The silent widows, when agony dies.

Reborn from the tears of an angel
A fate i wish upon none.

But why do I fear to feel this wondrous sun that enlightens me
To tempt the scorn of this voice, and no longer fear the sting of your wrath.

This blood is on your hands
A call without reason, my will shall not bend.

Thin lines growing strong, as it is set in stone
Words of madness I utter, insanity bestowed.

In memories of what I've become, in dreams of where i'm from
Beyond what I knew, I felt empty alone.

And as I step through the gateway unknown
I held hands with death since forever ago
And never feared once the gaze in his stare
A lifelong of suffering yet failed to prepare.

Mesmerize me with your lingering scent
Been too long awake, too weak to defend.

Her eyes filled with sickness, becoming a threat
Days filled with fear are the days to regret
Upholding a masquerade of death.