Mixed Emotions

So it's all coming down to this
You wanna know where my heart is
You've been trying long enough
Should you try again, should you just give up?
Baby, that's a loaded question
Is it a conversation you wanna get in with?
'Cause I don't got a simple yes or no
Let me show you how a day in my brain goes
First I'm happy that you called
Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
And I wonder if we should even talk at all
I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin'
Part of me knows it's real
Another part's too in my head to deal with it
Wish I could just tell you how I feel
But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions.

Pull you in then I pull away
I can breathe then I'm suffocatin'
Maybe we're better off as friends
Then we're passing secrets with our eyes again
Baby, know you're getting ten girls in one
Are you sure that you want ten girls in one?
Little bit of everything is my M.O.
Let me show you how a day in my brain goes
First I'm happy that you called
Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
And I wonder if we should even talk at all
I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin'
Part of me knows it's real
Another part's too in my head to deal with it
Wish I could just tell you how I feel
But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions.

Hey, hey, hey
Don't move on from me yet
'Cause I think you could be it
But I'm freaked out and I'm not sure but I'm so sure
First I'm happy that you called
Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
And I wonder if we should even talk at all
I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin'
Part of me knows it's real
Another part's too in my head to deal with it
Wish I could just tell you how I feel
But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions.