Mutualism

Are people telling me
Or is it in my head
The message always seems the same
Yet never said
My actions clear
I'm drawing near
Motivation is unknown
Heading down the path that takes me home.

I keep hearing the blaring noise
Just poison to my ears
I never had a choice
Could never make it clear
Fulfilled their need
Their death is the seed
To set my mind at ease
Headed down the path that sent me home.

They keep telling me
They won't set me free
God won't help me
Find my peace with
Hate's infecting me
End this killing spree
Death is just a dream
Lost my will to be.

They keep telling me
They won't set me free
God won't help me
Find my peace with.

Hate's infecting me
End this killing spree
Death is just a dream
This has kept me.

Filled with jealousy
All in fallacies
Hell's my constant theme
Death's my final plea.