My Agony, My Ecstasy

Gorge in my darkness
For all to laugh at me
My undying love
That you hold in chains
Bound by reality
Controlling my every thougt
Visions of your beauty
Deep in my memory
Please try to forgive me
The pain always returns
Yesterdays smile is tomorrows tears
Oh God, What have I done?

Our love together was strong
A bond between two souls
Lost within my slumber
Tonight I sleep alone
My mind no longer lusts
My heart no longer loves
Half my life is gone from me
A mistake I must endure
Containing my emotions
From time we spent alone
Surrender to my past
Live with a false sense of pride
Every time I close my eyes
I yearn the sweet scent of you
Always remember the love we made
And cherish It's silent beauty
The softness of your touch
The warm glow of your skin
Is in my every fantasy
Your velvet lips upon my neck
Will release my torture inside.