My Despair Can't Be Explained

Frozen city, headlights and flashlights
Every sip of vodka makes me warmer
I hate strangers
I can`t look into their eyes, but i know there is no life
Maybe, you're the most terrible one who i`ve ever fucked.

Even so, i plunged into the worse dirtyness
There is a substance on your stomach, i cumed, that is a part of me
You like dirty sex, and i like falling into the mud.

The butt burns my fingers, it gives me a burst of drunk aggression
I`ve forgotten something, oh yeah, tomorrow i'll hate myself
However, as always ...

My despair can`t be explained, i'm my own victim, i'm my own victim.

The remains of morning er****** disappears with my desire to struggle my addiction
I have no strength
This town is dead out,except the sparrows, who pecked out the eyes of the sun, and it lost the way to my room
My bleak room is so damp and small, that it couldn`t hold in their peeling walls my despointment
I can see a dream. I sleep. Rare feeling of hunger. I am sleeping, dreaming… many days long.

My despair can`t be explained, i'm my own victim, i'm my own victim.

My life is as the cheapest porn film - so short and dirty
I guess i stumbled around and now i`m falling into a viscous swamp of vice
It`s too late to ask, to forgive and it`s too late to forget myself, too late to recall, too late to laugh or to cry, it`s too late to live and too late to die.

My despair can`t be explained, i'm my own victim, i'm my own victim.