My Smile Is Extinct

Yes, she is the best I've ever had
I'll say it to her face and I'll say it to her dad
We went to a party
At my good friend's house
Then I fell asleep inside my car
She tapped up on the window, said she'd gone too far
She'd met another boy
Another pretty boy
I said, "Kill me now, I want to die"
"I heard there's a chance at an afterlife"
"I might not get let in"
"But at least I won't be living"
Here I am, sandwiched between
Heaven and hell, oh what, they don't exist?
Oh well, I wouldn't have gotten into the good one
And I still won't be living to
See her with another man
Oh that really, really, really, really wasn't my plan
I used to ask life to kill me slowly
But now I beg you just get on with it
Yes, she is the best I've ever had
I'll say it to her face and I'll say it to her dad
We went out for dinner
At our favorite restaurant
Then she reached across and grabbed my hand
I don't like when they do that, it's always part of the plan
She said, "I've met a boy"
Another pretty boy
I said, "Kill me now, I want to die"
"I heard there's a chance at an afterlife"
"I might not get let in"
"But at least I won't be living"
Here I am, sandwiched between
Heaven and hell, oh what, they don't exist?
Oh well, I wouldn't have gotten into the good one
And I still won't be living to
Ever see her with another man
Oh that really, really, really, really wasn't my plan
I used to ask life to kill me slowly
But now I beg you just get on with it