Nisi Credideritis, Non Intelligetis

And i think
It's as i thought, getting nowhere pretty fast
The answer is for me and me only.

Slightly self indulgent
Slightly selfish
Slightly all those things that make up my
Mind.

Slightly hopeful
Slightly caring but scared
But mainly all those things that make up my
Mind.

Yeah, it's like you didn't notice all the things that hold you back
Losing an objective focus now pity the fool, pity the fool
And it's like you didn't care for this all the things haunting inside
And it's like you didn't notice.

Scratching and waiting and seeing and playing the game
Observing it collapse (watch it all) as they fold in upon themselves.

Constantly try to find redemption
A way back to myself from this latest addiction and now
I appreciate, a dew more things i took for granted, but always too late
To take an interest in, 'a you and me' what you afraid of?
Being.

Aware that i'm not the only one in this relationship selfish little manchild.

And it makes the stains in my bed more cunning
Makes the scratches on my back that much more telling.

Yeah, it's like you never dealt with this
All the confusion built up inside
Yeah it's like you didn't notice
Yeah, you didn't notice.

And as it comes apparent to me
I'm reeling and feeling for a change
And it's like i didn't notice
Till it's always too.

Late...

If i could have that time again
I'd walk clear
Can't look back, must look forward
Embrace the chance here
Then breathe deeply
Then seek a reason
To feel