Not That Beautiful

1. I'm bringing a vest and I run from the past
I pick up the phone just to find I'm alone
It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins
Kill the faith that I have so it's time to begin
Back to the start just to see how it feels
I was the one who had thought you could heal
Now that it's over it's time to move on
Because I was the righteous and you were the wrong.

Every time I try to run and hide
I feel your heart take me.

[Chorus:]
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
You're not that beautiful.

2. I suffer inside just to feel I'm alive
I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie
I never said all the things I could say
Because you were the master and I was a slave
If I could find me a drug to forget you
I'd overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama it's time to move on
Because I am the righteous and you were the wrong.

Every time I try to run and hide
I feel your heart take me.

[Chorus:]
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful

[Rap:]
Every time I look into your eyes
I see a demon in disguise
You ****ing make me sick
You are the one that I despise
You take me and break me
You feed me lies
And all you gave in return was my demise
So maybe I'm just crazy for believing this ****
But goddamn I can't believe I'm ****ing dealing with this
It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up
I just can't wake up.

[Chorus:]
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful.

Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful.