Novum Initium

I came within a whisper
Feeling this road is blackening as coal
Control the urge to scream and shout
But something keeps me locked out.

I know I never let you go
You can´t run away from your lies
Chasing all shadows - we´re alone in the dark.

Screaming
Whispering.

Here I stand with pain and fear
Close to the edge of losing all again
No one cares what I´ll decide
Only God knows what´s wrong or right.

I can feel it coming down
Again and again
A day to day battle between good and evil.

This road I remember was ready to pave
But you are a sinner born lost and depraved
You suffered a setback to achieve all your goals
Rip out the pages, let your life unfold.

Screaming
Whispering
Craving
Deceiving.

Aaah...Life is changing to a side you´ve never seen before
Oh life moves on - in so many ways
Please don´t tell me I was always sick and wrong
What I was looking for so long
And any child can see that I am standing on the edge
On the lonely - on the lonely side with a lonely cry.

I can see burden, no time for mourning
He can´t take it no more
You will try but you will never find the way to carry on
I will burn, I will never learn
The pain you put me through, the way I had to go
No way you´re ever gonna catch me, nooo.

Chasing all shadows we´re alone in the dark.

This road I remember was ready to pave
But you are a sinner born lost and depraved
You suffered a setback to achieve all your goals
Rip out the pages, let your life unfold.

Life is changing to a side you´ve never seen before
Oh life moves on - in so many ways
Please don´t tell me I was always sick and wrong
What I was looking for so long
And any child can see that I am standing on the soil
For a brand new start - Novum Initium.