Oceans Of Regret

Twisted sense of irony
In the way a ghost of lack of sympathy
has turned me so hopeless, so heartless
Guess/Since heaven ain't open for me tonight
I'll pray for the last time
For you and for me and our ordinary lives, ordinary lives
My pain redefined like an unwelcome guest arrives
Just to/you remind me.

I'm there for you if you still want me
To fall after all, I'm yours to keep
Just come to me, I'll wait here with my wounds wide open.

Pour your salt
Into these wounds
And watch me crawl
Tell me to take it like a man
Show me my place
Hurt me just because you can.

Though now it hurts like hell
It is better to see that something else
Than leave me unanswered and teased
So tell me now, how was he?
And tell me, was he worth it?
And now it's peace is all i want
It's all in payment for this old and tired one
Downcast wayward son.

Cant go out of my home
So i'll make it my own
While rising up to feel no more.

Trying to wash off the pain's stain
Don't fill my heart with your disdain/distaste
Why can't you see, i live with, I face, what you ask of me.

You pour/put your salt
Into my wounds
And watch me crawl
Tell me to take it like a man
Show me my place
Hurt me just because you can.

Take me in
Then tell me you hate me
Dream with me
Make love to me until i bleed
How does it feel to know
That you can't break me.

And i guess I'd/I'll forgive
If would not look weak
And i knew that you'd give yourself to me
Though the wound is too deep
I would give everything
If I could just be the object of your desire.

Silently, you stood there before me
Violently, unveiling your sin and your deceit
You said to me
Love is only beautiful when it bleeds.

Pour your salt
Into these wounds
And watch me crawl
Tell me to take it like a man
Show me my place
Hurt me just because you can.