Out of Control

I have copied you
And made up myself
So crash and splash.

I fight
With my obsession
I feel the tension
A need for caution.

I would like to show
Cut open my skull
Look into my head.

I don't
Know why I'm so harsh
I could be so brash
I'm going to clash.

'Cause I feel
I can always show my everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear
Lend my ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
Again.

All the things I knew
The world I trusted
Would be the same
If I
Remained inside my
Protective castle
And kept my eyes closed.

Words are just a toy
That people play with
It's superficial
I know
The proof is out there
The hidden answer
That someone left there.

'Cause I feel
I can always show my everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear
Lend my ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all.

If I can
Go travel back in time
Start it all over again
Follow a calculated path to live but
One day I
Will come across the same
Feeling again and know that it will carry over.

'Cause I feel
I can always show my everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear
Lend my ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
So it goes again.