Phoney Icons

Lost moments blown away…
They are wounds time cannot heal…
I looked at you as a friend
I looked at you as a guide
I wanted to be perfect
Perfect as a child…
I looked at you as a friend
I looked at you as a guide
I just wanted to be perfect
But all your trusted were phoney icons.

All i ever felt, i never could forgive
All i ever dreamt was far out of reach
I never thought it would
Come out to this. I never thought
You’d reject me like this.

I looked deep inside your mind
I saw the pain you tried to hide
Well, your look was so pathetic to me
I looked deep inside your mind
I saw the pain you tried to hide
Then i saw you lying as screwed as me
Now it’s too late.

All i ever wanted, a little peace of mind
All i ever trusted are things i left behind
I never thought it could turn out like this
I never thought it would get sour like this
Cause i’m hooked too…

Your heart turned to stone, it makes me
Sick to hear that all we felt was crap!
Do you see what i am at? I love
You best but you played in with me
Why did you throw the jack of hearts
Away? I can’t make it anymore and
I feel hopelessly weighed down
By your eyes of steel. You know
There are wounds time can’t heal.

You slipped away, your world is not mine!
Recurring memories emerge with the
Fear of darkness, a cool breeze down my spine…
Lost moments blown away, let there be a sad mood!
Phoney icons are just synonymous
With love, hate, death and freedom…