Promethium

Behold this, now my story, of how I came to be
A life not lived, instead implanted scientifically
Born of light, subject to a dark rejection
My first experience ignited flames of hatred.

When I first opened my eyes
The terror was growing inside
The pain that I felt the emotions were drowning
My soul in reality’s hold
The face of the father denied
Echoing screams intertwined
The sorrow I felt and the loneliness swelled to the disdain of all humankind.

Am I doomed to live a monster,
Master you created me.
I seek the light, the truth, the answer, but no you abandoned me.

Yet I live, I live in agony
Master please, please end this misery
Yet I ask, all I ask of you is mercy
Master don't, don't turn your back on me.

When I first opened a book
A flash of a memory took
The knowledge inside quickly banished the thought
That I would have to stay here alone
I studied your ways from inside
The world quickly opened my eyes
The cruelty of man, simple things, little creatures
Of such weakened mind, flesh, and bone.

I took my first step outside
And you weren’t there to guide me
here I find you, should you suffer
I should take it all away
You know I’ll always find you
There is no place to hide
I long for love you will create for me a picture perfect bride.

Am I cursed, a cursed monstrosity
Cast away, can't bear the sight of me
Pain inside, with every breath I'm breathing
All alone, my love abandons me.