Psychomachia

Clarity, come silence. Conscience splinters within
Constancy, come sanity. A tear in the web of reality

We chase a red horizon beneath an open sky
Clear waters line the rugged lands
The crew has called me their own. I wish I could belong
But they can never know what I hold inside.

Our hopeful destination, where central powers reside
Is full of pride to mortify
I long to join their mission, to know fraternity
But my creation haunts and I can't abide.

I don't belong here
God, I want to
Where no path is clear
I can't hear You.

For a time the wind is silent, and I am far from alone
For a moment all is quiet, but I'm so far from home
Alive for once, but once is all I would ever dare to feel
For the storm always returns.

All I ask is just an answer
All I want is Unity
These voices clash. Don't leave it up to me
Just make a way out of this endless ambiguity.