Reflection

The will to fight faded away
My whole being turned into grey
The inner battles were all in vain
Just useless efforts to break from the chains
I have tried to get free, find another way
Still every tomorrow repeats yesterday
I have tried to run. I have tried to hide
Now i finally surrender the war with my mind.

Now my heart is blackened
filled with agony
Product of society
What you have forced me to be
But the face in the mirror
forever i will despise
Picture of all things i hate
reflection of mankind.

Time has come to kneel and accept defeat
twenty years in vain i´ve searched for a higher reason to live
No matter how hard you scream everything remains the same
You´ve drained all of me. There´s nothing more to give
The hive is calling for us to come
A spreading disease takes us one by one
The curse within us cannot be denied
So take me with you to the darker side.

All this time i´ve wasted in pointless dreaming
In a search for a reason, in a search for a meaning
All this time i´ve tried to fight the world
Now i know that rebellion only made me hurt.

Cut off my ideals
Erase my pride
Let me join the fallen
On the darker side.

All this time i´ve wasted in pointless dreaming
In a search for a reason, in a search for a meaning
All this time i´ve tried to resist control
Now i know that to live i must sell my soul.