Renegade

All I asked for was a smile
To feel at least like one of your kind
And I waited for a lifetime
And will still wait for a while
I guess I never felt so cold.

All I asked for was the truth
While your lies punched like fists in my face
And still I wait for just a statement
But slowly frustration overwhelms me.

Tear it down never look back
Tear the world down to regenerate
I don't belong here not at all
Refresh ethics i am the renegade.

All I asked for was respect
In a world without any self-esteem
But still I wait for someone
To wake me up
And tell me it was just a dream.

But now the damage is done
And the cuts are far too deep
No more room for failure
No longer I will wait.

I leave it all behind in chaos
Once I will build it back up stronger
Before the last buds of beauty degenerate
I will have my say.