Resignation

Living a life such as mine
Is it living at all?
Pain, sorrow and misery
The only constants I know
In the void of my soul
There is nothing left to give.

No emotion to speak of
Isolated from the world
Like a leaf on the wind
Drifting through time.

I can't remember the last time
I shared an honest smile
Or let the tears role down my face
I would welcome happiness
And sorrow just to feel
Just to feel something again
Oh I would love to feel...

Deeper I fall into the abyss
Shades of black and grey
Overwhelming emptiness
Hides the light away
You will never again
See the light
Shining in my eyes.

Distant voices echo
Fragments of the past
Fading into nothingness
The hope that will not last
I see it clearly
In there eyes
Oh how they worry.

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My resignation
To accept my fate
I will resign to live
The life that I create.

My judgment
To live within this shell
To live within the confines
Of this mortal hell.

They have tryed to help me
Make no mistake
All I know
Is that for me it is too late.

Selfish indulgence
A much needed escape
An everlasting journey
Take me far away
Oh I will go there
Willingly
I welcome the change.

Emotionless
The darkness which confines
Within this dead void
My empty shell resigns
Trapped in a dark
And cold abyss
The essence of my life.

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