Salva Mea

How can I change the world if I can't even change myself?
I cannot change the way I am?
I don't know, I don't know
I take a look at the world behind these eyes
Every nook, every cranny reorganize
Realize my face don't fit the way I feel
What's real?
I need a mirror to check my face is in place
Incase of upheaval, fundamental movement below
What's really going on I want to know
But yo, we don't show on the outside, so slide
Just below my skin I'm screaming.

I need a mirror for my spirit
Yeah, can you feel it?
When I get deep, want to hear myself sleep
Not drowning, tumbling around and around in the voices
Like a crowd in my head so loud
I wonder what it's like to be dead
I hope it's quiet, noise in my head like a riot
Any remedy you have for me I'll try it
Just below my skin I'm screaming...

I'm going deep, so deep that I can't sleep
The pills ain't cheep but the bills are steep
So I? with a booze and a spiff
Try to snooze
But who's dreaming, this is win or loose
Put down the drink, try not to think
Let it go, fundamental movement below
And yo, reality is dreaming
Just below my skin I'm screaming...