Shadow

I'm so lonely, since I was born
And now I can't be happy
I carry my own crown of thorns
Waiting for the day to lose it.

Am I another kind of man?
Why they don't understand me?
I feel their laugh behind my spine
And it don't drives me crazy
Sometimes it's better to live in pain, than to be happy.

I'm just a shadow in their eyes
I never lose but I'm always last
I can't choose what's a right way to me now
I'm just a shadow in their eyes
Am I a stranger in this life?
Sometimes I want to be the one like you
But now I'm just a shadow!
I'm suffering in silence
No one will talk to me
I'm so strong to die
Because I know what I want to be
But I will never desert
To this dark side of life
Maybe I'm dying alone
But it will be fair to my heart
Sometimes it's better to live in pain, than to be happy.

I'm just a shadow
In their eyes, in their lies, in their lives
I'm so strong to die 'cause
I know what I want to be.