Shadows Of My Memory

I cry in anger
I cry in pain
I lose my bearings
Can´t break the chain.

Once i heard that wonders never cease
Let me get my second wind please
Do i have to burn my boats behind?
Do i have to break the ice in mind?

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Just let me see the daylight now
And find the ways and means to carry on somehow.

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No smoke without fire
No love without pain
Only the memories remain
It tears at my heartstrings
A past reverie
The shadows of my memory.

I eat my heart out
Day out, day in
Go rack to ruin
Cause i´m all in.

Did i burn the candles at both ends?
Cannot tell when all got out of hand
All i feel is trapped in daily round
How can i get out here safe and sound.

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Now, i see daylight now
In this evil hour
I´m weathering the storm
When my ship comes home.

For a fleeting moment in a dream
I am changing horses in midstream
Heaven only knows
Where the journey...goes.