Sick

Because it hurts so much, because I can't forget you, because my entire body is bruised
Because I can't forget you, because I know I'll regret, because I have fallen severely in love (I'm dying)

I am in pain but so cruelly, you don't know my heart
Again today, I can't sleep and I spend the night in tears
It hurts so much and I can only live if I forget you
But it's not that easy, it's not as easy as it sounds, why why why

I have caught a severe, incurable disease, what do I do? Again today, I only think of you, that's me
You were the oasis to my desert-like life, you were my everything, yes
I promised that we would live happily, without wanting anything else, as I only looked at you, as I loved you
I promised that I wouldn't love like before, that it's only you

Can't believe in the promises you made me, is a girl like me that untrustworthy?
Yes, my love was always like that, because I am a girl with many scars
If I have a sin, it's the sin of looking only at you, because my heart is all that I can give you
If you don't like that, you can turn things back to the beginning because the only one who is scarred is me

My love, are you leaving? No, don't go
If you leave me here, it would hurt so much

Because it hurts so much, because I can't forget you, because my entire body is bruised
Because I can't forget you, because I know I'll regret, because I have fallen severely in love

The really cruel thing isn't love but a person's heart
Once it decides to break up, you become strangers
Just like old shoes wearing out and buying new ones
Our love was just child's play
Us being together was like playing with fire
It was being hypnotized by loneliness
I don't want to believe that but it's all true
Now we're nothing, we're just strangers

I'm thrown out like trash, just floating around like migrating birds
Like a scarecrow, I need to pretend I'm not there, that's how I need to live
I'm thrown out like trash, just floating around like migrating birds
Like a scarecrow, I need to pretend I'm not there, that's how I need to live

Because it hurts so much, because I can't forget you, because my entire body is bruised
Because I can't forget you, because I know I'll regret, because I have fallen severely in love

I am in pain but so cruelly, you don't know my heart
Again today, I can't sleep and I spend the night in tears
It hurts so much and I can only live if I forget you
But it's not that easy, it's not as easy as it sounds, why why why

My love, are you leaving? No, don't go
If you leave me here, it would hurt so much

Because I love you, because I can't forget you, because my entire body is bruised
Because I don't love you, because I know I'll regret, because I've severely fallen in love