Sirens

Another night evading a fever I need to kill
Drowning the sorrow, waiting for the thrill
I am the only one inside – inside
Burying my past for a moment by your side

If only that flame was here for me
Leeching the air until I can’t breathe
Moments of bliss passed in silence
Locked in that place until they ring the sirens

Tell me you will stay that you wont go away
Say you’ll haunt me down and remember my name

My heart is lost, broke and ripped apart, I will
Cover my eyes making just compromises I will

All hope is gone

I’m here pretending I’ll feel anything
If you read my lips the words tell the opposite
I’m not the only one inside
I’ll stand here and stare, too broke to fly, to weak to dare

I reach to your hand, trying to break the distance
Feeding the void to cover my ignorance
All my ideals always have been the same
Here in that place I just battle in vain