Sleeping with the Enemy

I'm so sick of our chemistry
And how you make me bleed
I'm dry
I'm drowning
I'm lost
I'm finding
I can lie my way through anything
And I can cry without feeling
I'm nervous and numb
Filtered and dumb
But I can't really say that I don't crave it that way
I don't know what I do it for
But I can't have you go without letting you know
I'm a liar, a fake
Everything that I hate
I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby I've tried to change
But these are my ways
You need to know
You're sleeping with the enemy
I'm so sick of our energy
With you I'm not really me
I'm cold
I'm burning
I'm love
I'm hating
I have no remorse
We have run our course
I thought you'd be the one to save me
I thought you'd be the one to break me
I can't have you go without letting you know
I'm a liar, a fake
Everything that I hate
I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, I've tried to change
But these are my ways
You need to know
You're sleeping with the enemy
It's too late, too late to see
That the one that needs fixing isn't you, it's me
I broke down your reality
So the one that always hurts is you and not me
I took advantage of your trust in me
You only saw what I wanted you to see
I can't have you go without letting you know
I'm a liar, a fake
Everything that I hate
I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, I've tried to change
But these are my ways
You need to know
You're sleeping with the enemy