Slow Down

I know the air I'm breathing
It's no good for my lungs
I do this every season
I hate when summer comes
I fall into a trap
That I'm made by myself
Oh, and I always do the wrong thing

I'm unstable and I'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy, I've lost already
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now

And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now

And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now

I'm always self destructive
I take a hit, I love it
Can you give me a second?
I'm slow, got blurry vision
I fall into a trap
That I'm made by myself
Oh, and I always do the wrong thing

I'm unstable and I'm unsteady
I've lost a million times already
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
I feel unable and so unworthy
My heart feels heavy, I've lost already
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now

Please help me see
The things that I am
I don't understand
I'm doing the best that I can right now
But it's never enough
I'm not even ready to slow down

Just slow down

And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now
And I'm so sorry, but I'm not able to slow down now