Some Nights

Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck; some nights, I call it a
Draw
Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle
Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off.

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for
What do I stand for? What do I stand for
Most nights, I don't know anymore...

This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for
Why don't we break the rules already
I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white
I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack
My style.

And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight
She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am
Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I?

Some nights, I wish that this all would end
Cause I could use some friends for a change
And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again
Some nights, I always win.

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I still don't know what I stand for
What do I stand for? What do I stand for
Most nights, I don't know...

So this is it? I sold my soul for this
Washed my hands of that for this
I miss my mom and dad for this?

No. When I see stars, when I see stars, that's all they are
When I hear songs, they sound like a swan, so come on
Oh, come on. Oh, come on.

That is it, guys, that is all - five minutes in and I'm bored again
Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands
This is not one for the folks back home; I'm sorry to leave, mom, I had to
Go
Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun

My heart is breaking for my sister and the con that she called "love"
But when I look into my nephew's eyes...
Man, you wouldn't believe the most amazing things that can come from...
Some terrible nights.

The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me
I called you up, but we'd both agree
It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance...