spiral of despair

Itsumo toori no asa no hizashi wo　kyou mo kawarazu miru hazu datta
Minareta hazu no kono basho wa ima　oto mo tatezu ni tada kuzurete iku

Donna ni nukedashita kute mo　subete no tobira wa tozasarete ita

Watashi no kizu wo semetateru, itami dake ga kasoku suru
Atataku nijimu namida wa　kieteku asu ni sarawareta
Nigeba no nai kokoro wa yami ni tsuzumarenagara　ochite iku shika dekinakute....

Kanashimi dake ga setsubou dake ga　shihai shite iru michi, aruiteta
Kasuka na yume wo miri koto sae mo　yamete shimaeba mou naku koto mo nai

Jiyuu wo motometa ude wa　shibara chikara naku furuete ita

Moshi ai suru hito ga soba de　yasashisa wo kureta no nara
Kono zankoku na genjitsu mo　kurushimi mo taerareru noni...
Kodoku ni naki tsukarehateta watashi wa　yami e to sugaru koto shika dekinakute...

Kagayaki nakushita sekai de　watashi wa hitori ikiteku
Namida no sono atsusa dake ga　yuitsu nokosareta kibou

Moshi ai suru hito ga soba de　yasashisa wo kureta no nara
Kono zankoku na genjitsu mo　kurushimi mo taerareru noni...
Nigeba no nai kokoro wa yami ni tsuzumarenagara　fukai rasen ni ochite iku...