split tears (Crossroads Version)

hontou ni taisetsu datta omoi dake nokosareta kara boku wa mou tatsu koto sae mo dekinakute

kimi ga iru koto ga itsudemo atarimae da to omotteta wake nante nanimo nakutemo tonari ni ite kureta

hanaretakunakatta no ni boku ni wa kimi shika inai no ni... mirai ni sugoseta hazu no onaji toki wa ima, kurayami ni kakikesareta

kimi wo daiteta kono mune ni saigo no namida nijindeku mada konna ni mo atatakai dakedo yagate kiete yuku...

ushinatta kizuna wa totemo tsuyoi mono sou shinjiteta demo motto tsuyoku kowasenai kabe ni ima deau

dareka uso da to itte yo kore wa yume da to itte hoshii genjitsu wo omoishiru tabi ni kokoro wa kanashimi de kizutsuite yuku...

kimi wo yonderu kono koe wa namida ni musete kasureteku naiteru dake no boku nante kimi ni miserarenai kara...

harisakesou ni itakutemo boku ga waratte iraretara kimi ni egao wo sukoshi demo wakete agerareru no ka na...?

yozora ni wa tada tsuki dake ga itsumo no you ni kagayaita nanimo dekizu ni ita boku ni sore wa mabushisugita kara...

kimi wo daiteta kono mune ni saigo no namida nijindeku mada konna ni mo atatakai dakedo yagate kiete yuku...

kimi wo yonderu kono koe wa namida ni musete kasureteku naiteru dake no boku nante kimi ni miserarenai kara...

harisakesou ni itakutemo boku ga waratte iraretara kimi no egao wo mata itsuka miru koto ga dekiru no ka na...?

Translation

I was left behind along with my feelings that I deemed so precious I can't even get back on my feet anymore...

I took you for granted, all this while I didn't even need to find the reason why you were so close to me

I didn't want us to split up... I had no one but you... But now, what I imagined the times we would be having together Have been swept away into the darkness...

One last teardrop is trickling down this chest that you once embraced Oh how warm it still feels to me and yet, it's fading away...

This bond that I lost, I believed in how strong it could have been Now I'm faced with a barrier much stronger that I can't break it down

Can somebody please tell me it's a lie... tell me this is all a dream... When I finally figured out about my reality My heart aches in its sorrow...

I tried to call out to you but my tears are choking me instead Rather than showing you someone who only knows how to cry I'll keep silent

But if I pretend to be happy even if it hurts so much inside I could die Is it even possible to get you to catch a glimpse of my smile...?

The moon in the night sky shines like it's used to Its light is just too bright for someone as useless as me

One last teardrop is trickling down this chest that you once embraced Oh how warm it still feels to me and yet, it's fading away...

I tried to call out to you but my tears are choking me instead Rather than showing you someone who only knows how to cry I'll keep silent

But if I pretend to be happy even if it hurts so much inside I could die Will I then be able to once again catch a glimpse of your smile...?