Suicidalive

I watch the snow flowing down gently from the open sky
It makes me feel more alive
I've been lying here alone, isolated from the crowd
After my suicide..

Feels like my all emotions die, in depression I lie
And they ask the questions why
I can't remember the scene, from the tragedy I see
Just the red in the snow..

They try to hide the tears and look away
But they just stare at my scars..

My broken heart pumped the blood
Out of my broken veins
Knife alone in the snow
Red of life run to waste..

A new start I will seek, mind is strong but body weak
I await my heart to heal
Just like staring into light, I am blinded by this fire
As long as life there's hope for me..

They try to hide the tears and look away
But they just stare at my scars..

My broken heart pumped the blood
Out of my broken veins
I lie alone in the snow
Red from life as He came..

Alive!