Survive

[Verse 1:]
She told me I was nothing and it hurt
She used to make me happy and feel special with her words
I tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
She used to be my everything and now I'm off the drugs.

[Chorus:]
I fell to the ground, I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive, I might kill myself tonight
I never fucking know, when I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy, next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground, crying all the time
Sadness in my sound, I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low, stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go, but I never seem to die.

[Bridge:]
Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more
Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more.

[Chorus:]
I fell to the ground, I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive, I might kill myself tonight
I never fucking know, when I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy, next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground, crying all the time
Sadness in my sound, I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low, stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go, but I never seem to die.