Sweet Nightmare

I shoulda seen it sooner from the start, the way that we were meant to be
Nothing more than my post juvenile fantasy
This love didn't even exist, no commitment or kissing needed, cuz it was just me falling in it carelessly
Didn't wanna believe that I shouldn't be your friend
Even though I killed my feeling for you, it lived again
Didn't wanna stay, didn't wanna go either
Maybe I was numb cuz soon I tasted no bitter
I guess we were both young and dumb, foolish and troublesome
Selfish to doubt the one who bleeds it out for love
I bled it out for you, you bled it out for him
We went through same bullshit of chasing down a dream
I wanna hold you and give the best of me
Cuz we were both tricked by the wicked destiny
Both broken and crumbled to our knees
In a sense it seemed we were a couple, how sweet
Too used to being just a friend of yours, to the thought that we just can't be more, I decided to stop right outside heaven's door
My heart was taken but not by you
Guess we cannot expect what the gods might do
You gave me hope and turned it down, that's how you treated a fool
Should've seen it from the start, I don't mean shit to you
You were the drug I took every bit, I swear
Bad trip, found myself inside a sweet nightmare