That Die For...

An awaken psyche who hasn't fell asleep yet
Is struggling to atone for one's deeds to the holy palace
In the sky high above.

I flourished the sabre regardless of my bloody aching scars
The eyes of my enemy, who is nothing but carrion now
Filled with grief and agony.

But I wonder why
For what we swing our swords and for whom we bleed our blood?
I've devoted myself to my fatherland
And even so there's nothing left for me.

I don't see anybody around, only hatred for the foes remains inside.

In allegiance to the something we don't even recognize
We are going into the meaningless war again, either we want or not
While my spirit, tired and exhausted, is rambling over these unclean fields.

I wonder what I can do with this pure chaos of nihility
All I do is defeat my enemies, but if they really are
With the sword or be just killed, nothing else matters
Now, I'd like to rest all of those pathetic victims in eternal peace.

Abused, violated, and maltreated in the cruel empty world
Only with the invisible love embraced in mind
Invisible like nothing and beneath the welkin of solitude
Albeit for whom? For nobody in the ultimate!

Remember the day I left you even without a farewell word
Regret the day I left you even without a farewell word.

[Widow]
I've always awaited you to return, but now we shall never be gathered again
I feel a great pain to leave you like that, in such grief
It hurts me, it truly hurts me so much.

[Warrior]
What can I do, or what should I do, under the welkin
That is utterly meaningless to me
All those dreams we had kept were gone already.

[Widow]
I just wish you happy and blissful as before from the depth of my ripped heart
Watching down you from the life beyond together with children of mine and yours
There is nothing more that I can do.

Alone in this chilly empty world...so painful!