The Awakening

Suddenly snatched from this life
Across an eternal white
Breathing alterity
Into a loveless cold
Within a lifeless shell I died.

Trapped in insecurity
Condemned to inactivity
I am slowly dying
A thousand deaths
Pervasive inability
The more I struggle
The more I loose
All left relicts of sanity.

Paralyzed
Frame by frame
Terrorized
By mortal shame.

Onwards into the depth!
Buried in thoughts
I will deframe again
Deeper into the abyss!
Far below they call my name again
Obsessed by perdition
Nothing will ever be the same again
The more I swim
The more I drown.

Tainted with sadness from within
Haunted by demons I evoked
Driven by hate, nourished by redemption
They come for each and every sin.

I cannot wait for myself to awake
The harder I try to the harder the ache
I cannot wait for myself to awake
The harder I try to the faster I break
All my ambitions are finally torn but
What is not dead yet cannot be reborn.

Save me Induce my awakening!
Release me Unchain me from sorrow!
Help me outpace from oblivion!
Retain me and bring me to life!