The Middle Is Gone

[Verse 1:]
I let too much in
And the souls begin
We were so much alive I couldn't win
I had life pursing sin
And life pursing when
And we were forcing dreams
I can hear them but I cannot see
I'll never be free
I'll try
But I'll never be free
Always plagued by what I can never be.

[Verse 2:]
Alone
The dreams of hopes and wasted goals
The sources and forces of the wasted [?]
They slip
The pursuit of time is wasted more
Piles and vials like light shining down on me
And I was lost [?]
And I was tied to me
I'll never be free
I try but I'll never be free.

[Verse 3:]
Instrumental on the face of dawn
Nothing to gain
The middle is gone
I would wait for things to die
So hard, so hard we try
I tried so hard
Haven't figured anything out
Left behind so much pain
So much doubt
Leave worlds behind
I'll never be free
Always plagued by what I'll never be.