The Mourning For Your Absence

Under the Fullmoon Ritual
One promise was made
The conditio sine qua non
To complete this empty existence.

So my heart was filled with Joy
"Legendary" is the word that explains
All the moments we shared
That I'm not ready to say goodbye!

Something inside my mind
Made me weak and with Fear
I fell into an obsession
The Otelols curse made me stop to
Think.

And now I feel the Mourning for your
Absence...
Its like a sword piercing through my
Heart...

I could not control myself
I was hurting you with no reason
Time after time
I repeated the same mistakes again.

So the Cold winds
Blew in your heart
You could not forget my words
And that is how I destroyed my dreams!

The one
Who protects
Failed in guiding
The one that is blind.

In this snow field
I say farewell
"Here we go"
To our last dance.

Once I made your tired heart
Sing with happiness
But now it ls singing with sorrow
I will carry this guilt forever.

How could I
Forget your Smile?
How Could I
Forget your love?

There's no more fairy eyes
Lighting me and guiding me on my
Way
Could I keep my essence pure?
Could I forget this pain?

The illusion of a king
Bom without a kingdom to rule
And now the winter is in my heart
I will rule this land in my frozen
Throne
The tears now blows in my face
And wake me to reality
I shall dedicate my life
To the Secret Art from now on.

I wrote your name in my song of
M.A.D.ness
But I could not write my name in your
Heart
So please keep only my final words
You will live in my heart forever!