The Shame And Regret

Cant´t say I´m proud of things I have
Said and done
I can´t recognize
The man I have become
The shame and regret
Is all I can feel
When my world is crashing
In blink of an eye.

But it´s all the same
I am the one to blame
Guess I should be brave
And prepare myself.

To live this life alone
At least I´m not afraid
To live this life alone.

I have lost the ability
To love myself again
What a walking
Piece of shit
My god, how I
Fucking hate myself.

Lone gone are those days
When I felt good at heart
I used to stand in light
Now it´s raining all the time
I don´t even have courage to end this pain
With one way solution.

But it´s all the same
I am the one to blame
Guess I should be brave
And prepare myself…

To live this life alone
At least I´m not afraid
To live this life alone.

I have lost the ability
To love myself again
What a walking
Piece of shit
My god, how I
Fucking hate myself.