The Worst Part

We spoke about this
Though I try, though I try, I can't put you aside
I figured things out, but you're back in my head
And I feel so wrecked.

It's hard on me too
You think I want to go but it's not what I chose
So I wanted to say that I still feel the same
But we can't live this way.

Oh but the worst part is
I need you
Oh but the worst part is
I still love you.

I wanted to lie
When you asked how I felt, but all I did was melt
Now I know what to say
But I'm always too late, and I can't find my place.

Oh but the worst part is
I need you
Oh but the worst part is
I still love you.

I can't pretend I'm okay
Cause these feelings they won't go away
Please believe me I wish I could stay
But I won't come back here just to leave you again.

And I thought it could work, I thought I could fight
And we'd find a way through, but I can't stay this time
So I'll leave no goodbyes, and send no hello's
We need to give up, it's time to let go
Well I tried to find something that I can believe in
But you can't help fix me.

Oh but the worst part is
I need you
Oh but the worst part is
I still love you.

I can't pretend I'm okay
Cause these feelings, they won't go away
Please believe me I wish I could stay
But I won't come back here just to leave you again.

Oh but the worst part is
I need you
Oh but the worst part is
I still love you.

If you pretend you're okay
Maybe all of this guilt goes away
Cause there is nothing left I can say
And I wont come back here just to leave you again
Again.