This Dying Soul

(In memory of mikko 1990 2013)

There was so much joy in my life
But today i'm feeling like
Its been gone for so long
Gone for a while.

Why is it so hard to find something
That's worth living for
I've been feeling like this
Feeling far too long.

No more tears, can't go on
Why don't i feel like i felt before?
Surrounded by these empty walls
(day by day)

No more fear can't go on
And this feeling is getting strong
I feel the end is closing in
(in my own thoughts)

Yesterday was fairly ok
But today i'm feeling like
I could end it all
And i don't know why.

Everyone trying to help me
But i've come to realise
Nothing's going to make me feel alright
(again, living so hard and negative way)

There's no way to escape
I don't need your help anymore
I cannot enjoy this life no more
I want to be left alone
Six feet underground.