This Heart, A Coffin

How cold are your hands
How cold is your glance
When you look at me
The darkness has taken you whole.

Don't pretend you can't see
Suffering into my eyes
How could life be
When my heart was torn.

Throw one self
The ghost and the dead
Fighting a cross
There's nothing here.

But the empty shell of what was lost
All the stars that shine
In the deepest night
Drown the light into sorrow.

Become the dark
To the sky and back
Until the end
Bring the light into darkness.

And close your eyes
Throw my name to the ground
Feel the strength of hate that shatters
Will these nightmares ever end.

When my everything dies
Pour that pain in my heart
And keep it with you shattered
Would I ever live again.

My life would be the same
Finally, I've placed my heart in a coffin
For that is where it belongs
The black fog will surround it.

And will keep it cold
Just the way you left it
And it will remind me of everything
I've lost.

And how, how can I not end my life
When you are the razor slicing my veins?
Now there is no going back
Not to what used to be
Hold me, my pride that kept on dying
To let you exist.