Through the Madness

Absolution of the sins
Gives no salvation to my soul
Hallucinations of the mind
Open your eyes and see that all meanings are gone
I don't know if I lost control of myself
Or if I am the invader
Between white walls my head is sealed
I'm not wrong, because I see
I hear, I know, I know
Something rises from inside
Outer will smash my mind
Like if I was just his den
Looking at what can't be seen
Hearing what just I can
The whispers come from the dark
And goes into my heart
I don't know, is just a dream? or is real?
The fire of the horror
Surrounds me and burns my doomed soul
Unreal fear of what I see
The true horror can't be ever healed
They said it was me who injured myself
But it wasn't me, I couldn't
I don't remember how or when all this started
Maybe I have always been here
But why? why me? It can't be
Lost where the dreams meet our reality
Large fields of unimaginable horror and lair of the outer ones
Listen to your nightmares, they tells us about the horror and lair of the outer ones