Transformation

September 13th. 11:56 pm. I have started this alone... And i must finish it alone
There is no longer a choice... I know that i must use myself as the subject of the experiment.

No, there is no choice!
I must put aside the fears i feel inside
There's no place to hide
So it comes to this
One last final chance that only i can take
Now everything i've fought for is at stake!
Like a warning light, glimmering in red
Like crimson bloodshed, shimmering in red
Beautiful and strange
See the colours change before my eyes!
See how they dance and they sparkle
Like diamonds at night
Leading out of the darkness and into the light!

11:58 pm. Consumed 10 centiliters of formula hj 7. Salty, bitter taste. Stings the tongue
Warm in the gullet. Heat spreading strongly through my veins. A slight feeling of euphoria
Light-headedness. No noticeable behavioral differences.

I must be wise
I must try to analyze each change in me
Everything i see
How will it be?
Will i see the world through different eyes?

Now the die is cast - nothing left to do
Time alone can prove my theories true
Show the world
My god! What's this?

Something is happening i can't explain
Something inside me, a breathtaking pain
Devours and consumes me
And drives me insane!

Suddenly uncontrolled
Something is taking hold
Suddenly agony
Filling me killing me!
Suddenly out of breath
What is this is this death?

Suddenly look at me!
Can it be?
Who is this creature that i see?
Free!