Trap

Your thoughts give me a hard time
I can't escape your shadow

It's so funny when you think about it after a break up
Why did the good moods seep out?
At the same time, this is what I want to know
Since when did my face get red whenever I see you?
So I had to bow my head and wear a mask
You said it wasn't any different from when we first met
That's how you convinced me but I couldn't believe those words
So whatever you said, I put up a defense and kicked you out
Because from some point, you didn't dress up for me
Didn't go to the places you wanted to go
You kept getting angry and I kept accepting it
Then I became someone who was always just there
Even if you change your attitude and fix your makeup

Your thoughts give me a hard time
I can't escape your shadow
Why can't I forget a person like you?
Foolishly, I endlessly call out to you again today

What was the problem? We didn't even last 90 days
I know it's selfish but this situation is embarrassing
We used to see each other every day because we liked each other so much
But later, I pretended to be sleeping, a one man show
Was I such a soulless person?
Did I even really love you?
But you got sick of me too, what was wrong with you?
Although I was holding you, I wanted to push you away every day
I thought I'd get married to you
But now you're trying to hold onto me
Why are you still bothering me?
Please go abroad
I'm not happy because I feel bad for you
Just the fact that you are near me
Makes my head want to explode, it's so heavy
I guess I'm still not over you, please go away

Your thoughts give me a hard time
I can't escape your shadow
Why can't I forget a person like you?
Foolishly, I endlessly call out to you again today

I can't trust you or my emotions
Attachment is the chain that imprisons me
What can I do in this prison?
Maybe I did doubt you too much
I admit it but it's too late
If I do this right now, I'll just be a laughable guy to you
And I will also not respect you either
So let's just quit now, good bye

Your thoughts give me a hard time
I can't escape your shadow
Why can't I forget a person like you?
Foolishly, I endlessly call out to you again today