Trying Not To Cry

[Verse]
Can you hear all of my open wounds
I'm whispering as loud as the flowers bloom
I've been somewhere in the sky, don't worry
I'll be right on time if I can help it
I'm so sorry

[Chorus]
I've been trying not to cry in the grocery store
Little bully inside pinning me to the floor
It must be easier than it seems
But I can't get these thorns out of my teeth
It's killing me but I want more

[Verse]
Cover my ears
I think I'm shutting down, going standby
Sleep mode, offline
Feel nothing
It's quiet as hell in my room

[Bridge]
I've been fighting for my sanctuary
How do I stay alive if I don't wanna be

[Chorus]
I've been trying not to cry in the grocery store
Littlе bully inside pinning me to the floor
It must bе easier than it seems
But I can't get these thorns out of my teeth
It's killing me but I want more