Two Little Lines

Shit, shit, shit, shit
I know that swearing isn't helping it
But fuck I've had enough, this waiting isn't getting better.

I'm sweating and I'm shaking and I'm dreading this mistake
I can't pretend I'm dreaming when I feel so damn awake
So I'll close my eyes and I'll count to five and I'll use that time to remind me
Of things to keep my mind at ease like friends and school and family
My family, what will they think of me?
I don't know where I'm going
But these results better start showing
Take a moment, relax, try to inhale
And imagine that everything's fine
Before you notice your life start to derail
Just remember the future's still bright
So I'll give what I got whether they like it or not
I'm not changing the plot to my story
I've got brains, I've got heart, and I've got plenty of time
So why should I be scared of two little lines
There's a ring around that tub, this bathroom sure needs scrubbing
Look at that toilet brush just sitting in that scum
Anything to take my mind off this ‘cause more than likely if it's positive
I'll never face the world, I'll make this bathroom my new home
I don't know where I'm going, so much for all I know
Take a moment, relax, try to inhale
And imagine that everything's fine
Before you notice your life start to derail
Just remember the future's still bright
So I'll give what I got whether they like it or not
I'm not changing the plot to my story
I've got brains, I've got heart, and I've got plenty of time
So why should I be scared of two little lines
This is the last thing that I want
The last thing that I need
And I know it can't be positive
What if it's positive?
My prom dress…
I won't fit into my prom dress
These florescent lights don't flatter, but imagine six months fatter
I'll be disgusting, I'll look old
And put everything on hold, do everything I'm told
By my folks who'll disown me, so lonely
And who'd have thought this messy chance would mean nine months in stretchy pants
And the end of senior year, and the end of seventeen
And Tom, how will I drop the bomb?
Just tell him, "Hey, I'm gonna be a mom!"
I just want my mom, I just need my mom
Or I'll just run away
I'll just run away
Take a moment, relax, try to inhale
And imagine that everything's fine
Before you notice your life start to derail
Just remember the future's still bright
So I'll give what I got whether they like it or not
I'm not changing the plot to my story
I've got brains, I've got heart, and I've got plenty of time
So why should I be scared of two little lines
Two little lines.