Where My Rainbow Ends

So far away, so out of reach again I'm standing
I´m lost in a haze, all alone lost in space
For so long I held my tongue, my words unspoken
Yearning out, they all got lost somehow
I burn with grace
Stood on the stage, fake smile upon my face
In pain, just calling out your name
Cursing all the years I wasted
Holding on to promises I can no longer keep
I am falling, I'm on my knees, I'm crawling
Trying to find my way to you
You're where my rainbow ends
All those years
I spent so loud, so proud pretending
They're all gone now
The glamour has worn out
Scarred for life
I admit defeat, retreat in silence
And take my bows though I´m broken down
All I gave, all too little, all too late
Still I always dreamed
Always hoped you´ll wait for me
Still cursing all the years I wasted
Holding on to promises I can no longer keep
I've been falling, been on my knees, been crawling
Trying to find my way back home
Where my rainbow ends.