Why

I can't fall asleep
My visions make me cry
I ask myself
Why am I here
Left in despair no light
And there's no change.

Why do we love
Right at the start and then
We end in hate
Why do we have
Way enough food for all
But we don't share.

Why does the sun end up in rain
Why does the shadow fall into the light
And why is god out there
Where are his leading hands.

Why do we trust a godless church
Laughing at those who really seem to care
And why is god out there
But no leading hands.

Why am I here Can't close my eyes
Questions without answers to find
Why am I here lost in my fear
And no saving walls behind
Why am I here
Can't close my eyes
Why am I here
Lost in my fear
Where is the healing hand
Embracing me and giving me the answers that I need.

Why am I here
Can't close my eyes
Questions without answers to find
Restless mind
Not willing to surrender
Never find solutions comprimised
It's just an endless game.

"When will I close my eyes"

Tell me ways to find Give me peace of mind
Tell me ways to find Call me now!
Close my eyes!