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I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid.

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world.

I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go.

What am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through.

Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go.

I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.

I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away.

I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
You still don't think I'm going see this through.

Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go.

Oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go.

Yeah, yeah.

Still to tired to care and I gotta go.

Yeah, yeah.

Still to tired to care and I gotta go.

Yeah yeah.

Still to tired to care and I gotta go.