19sai

Kuchibiru ni doku wo nutte
Boku no heya ni kita deshou?
Anata no kisu de
Mou karada mo nou mo tokete shimaisou
Dai kirai na boku juu ku sai
Dai kirai na boku juu ku sai

Hakike ga suru kurai
Anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
Nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni
Dou shite kisu shite kureru no?
Dai kirai na hibi juu ku sai
Dai kirai na kao juu ku sai

Ku ku ku kuro agehachou no you ni
Hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai tte iwanai de
Sonna jinsei ga ii no
Ii no...

Yogoreteru tamashii dake wo
Tori nozoku no ga muri nara
Dochira ni arukeba
Sore wo mirai to yoberu no deshou?
Chuu burarin na yume juu ku sai
Chuu burarin na uso juu ku sai

Ku ku ku kuro agehachou ni natte
Dare kara mo ai saretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai to shite mo
Honno isshun de ii no
Ii no...

Dai kirai na boku juu ku sai
Dai kirai na boku juu ku sai

Ku ku ku kuro agehachou no you ni
Hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai tte iwanai de
Sonna jinsei ga ii no

Ku ku ku kuro agehachou ni natte
Dare kara mo ai saretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai to shite mo
Honno isshun de ii no
Ii no...

Translation

You came into my room
With poison on your lips, didn't you?
It seems as though my mind and body
Both dissolve with your kiss
I hate myself at 19 years old
I hate myself at 19 years old

I feel like i'm going to be sick
Even though your heart is so beautiful
Why do you kiss me
Who can't even do a single thing at all?
I hate these days of being 19 years old
I hate my face at 19 years old

I want to fly with my magnificient wings
Like a black swallowtail butterfly
Don't say that it's stupid
That kind of a life is just fine
Just fine...

If getting rid of a filthy soul
Is an impossible thing
No matter where you walk
Can that be called the future?
I'm indecisive with my dreams at 19 years old
I'm indecisive with my lies at 19 years old

I want to turn into a black swallowtail butterfly
And be loved by someone
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10
Just for one moment would be just fine
Just fine...

I hate myself at 19 years old
I hate myself at 19 years old

I want to fly with my magnificient wings
Like a black swallowtail butterfly
Don't say that it's stupid
That kind of a life is just fine

I want to turn into a black swallowtail butterfly
And be loved by someone
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10
Just for one moment would be just fine
Just fine...